Have i made the right choice?

Im starting to think that getting back with my ex was a bad idea. the last time i spoke to him was sunday morning when i left his parents place. No texts, no calls. Silence. Ice been pretty busy so i havent felt so isolated, but today i had a day off of timetable and had alot of time to think about how things are exactly the same as what they were before.

I rang him 3 times yesterday and no answer, no returned call, no text to say sorry.  I began to wonder whether things were turning sour again very quickly. So im my anger I went out with my girl friends and we all got rather merry in a trendy wine bar. At 4am on the walk home i decided it would be a brilliant idea to give him a ring to see how he was.. he didnt answer. An hour later a got a text saying the following "It's 4am, what the f**k is wrong with you? i have work early and now i can't sleep. Thanks." The guilt has been eating at me all day..but whats a girl to do when her so say boyfriend hasnt bothered to speak to her.

My friends and my parents both are secretly counting down the days until this relationship turns sour.. It makes me sad to think about how my friends and parents don't think this guy can change. Theyre even making me feel like that he hasnt changed..

We are going away this weekend. I'm hoping that time together will make us stronger. I need to get rid of this horrible mood and try to look forward to the weekend, after all i love him very much..even though he makes me uphappy sometimes.

I cant help but buy pretty things

today i bought these shoes

http://www.newlook.com/shop/womens/boots/buckle-boot_202590424

they are beautiful. i also got a tattoo....its also beautiful.

that is all :)